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CASH
I didn’t come back to Sagebrush for a warm welcome. I came back to bury the father who disowned me and take over the ranch that was my birthright. Then the tornado hit. It ripped through the valley, and leveled my inheiritance to splinters. Now I’m a cowboy with nowhere to go, too stubborn to ask for help and too broke to refuse it. Enter Pastor Mike. He’s new, he’s trying to hold a broken town together, and he just offered me the spare room in the parsonage. I should have said no. I have no business sharing close quarters with a man of the cloth. Especially a man whose kind eyes and gentle hands make me want things I swore I’d never need again. I thought he was just trying to be a friendly neighbor. But the closer we get in that tiny house, the more I realize I don’t want a friend. I want him.

MIKE
I came to Sagebrush to outrun the dark things in my past. I wanted a fresh start, a quiet pulpit, and a chance to do some good. Instead, I got a natural disaster. The town is in chaos, my congregation needs me, and then there’s Cash Callahan. He’s devastatingly handsome, perpetually scowling, and entirely alone. Offering him a place to stay was the right thing to do. It might also be the most dangerous mistake I’ve ever made. Cash is a storm all on his own. He pushes my buttons, tests my patience, and walks around my parsonage looking like a sin I’m desperate to commit. I preach acceptance. I tell this community that everyone is worthy of love. But as my own secrets threaten to catch up with me, I have to wonder if a grumpy, grieving cowboy will be the one to save me?

Welcome back to Sagebrush. Where the storms are wild, the secrets run deep, and love strikes when you least expect it.

Features: Forced Proximity (Roommates), Grumpy Cowboy / Secretive Preacher, Mysterious Dark Past, Hurt/Comfort & Healing, Slow Burn to High Heat, HEA

Excerpt from Chapter Four: Cash
Inside the church, the scene was organized chaos. Families huddled together on cots, children clutched stuffed animals, and volunteers bustled about with clipboards and coffee. The smell of sweat and fear still hung in the air, mixed with the scent of burnt coffee and whatever casserole someone had brought in.
“Can I help you?” A plump woman with steel-gray hair approached me, clipboard in hand.
“I need a place to stay,” I said, my voice rougher than I intended. “My house was destroyed.”
“I’m Maggy,” she said, eyes scanning her clipboard with a frown. “I’m sorry to say we’re completely full up here. Some of the surrounding communities are full too.” She gave me a sympathetic look. “I don’t think we’ve met before. Where’s your place located?”
“Callahan Ranch,” I muttered.
Her eyebrows shot up. “Oh! You must be James’s boy.” Her expression softened. “I was sorry to hear about your father’s passing. He was a complicated man, but he did a lot for this community.”
I bit back a sarcastic comment. Everyone in this town seemed to have known a different version of my father than I had.
“Yeah, well, now his house is gone too. Tornado took it clean off the foundation.”
“Good Lord,” Maggy sighed. “We’ve got nowhere left to put people, I’m afraid. Unless...” She looked over my shoulder, her face lighting up. “Mike! Mike, come over here.”
A tall man with blonde hair, blue eyes, and a pressed shirt approached us. He was all smiles and sunshine, the kind of person that found the good in any situation. The moment I laid eyes on him, I despised him.
“What’s up, Maggy? I just got back from Beau’s wedding. Looks like all hell broke loose while I was gone.” He scanned the room. “Everything okay?”
“This is Cash Callahan,” Maggy said. “James’s son. His place was destroyed in the tornado, and we’re out of room.”
Mike extended his hand, which I reluctantly shook. His skin was soft and warm, definitely not the hands of someone that worked for a living like everyone else in this town. “Cash, it’s nice to meet you, though I wish it were under better circumstances.”
“Likewise,” I mumbled, not meaning it.
“Everyone’s set except for Cash here,” Maggy explained. “I don’t know where to put him.”
Mike scratched his chin thoughtfully, a perpetual grin on his face. “Anyone have room nearby?”
“Everyone in town with a spare room has lent them out already,” Maggy sighed. “And the churches for the next twenty miles are full up. We weren’t the only town hit by the tornado.”
“Hmm… that is a problem.” Mike glanced around once more, looking for a solution. The moment the idea struck him, his entire face lit up. “Isn’t there a spare room in the pastor’s lodging?” he asked, that smile getting bigger. “It’s just a bed and a closet, but nobody else is using it.”
“I don’t want to be in the way,” I said, trying to sound genuine. In reality, the last fucking thing I wanted was to live with a preacher for a month. I’d rather just spend the money on a motel.
“Nonsense!” Mike laughed, clapping me on the shoulder. “You won’t be in the way. I only use the one room, anyway. I don’t need two.”
I stared at him. “Wait… you’re the pastor?”
“I’m so sorry,” he laughed again, shaking his head. “I didn’t introduce myself properly. I’m Pastor Mike.”
“You’re the pastor?” I asked before I could stop myself. “Aren’t you a little young for that kind of work?”
He laughed. “I get that a lot. But there are some of us who find the calling early in life.” He gave a knowing nod to Maggy. “I haven’t met everyone in the community yet since I just got here about a week ago, so I’m sure it’ll be a surprise to several.”
“I’m not from here anyway,” I replied. “Well, I was until… Anyway, my father died and left me his ranch. The one that just got leveled.”
Pastor Mike opened his mouth, like he was about to start preaching, then stopped. “Are you a man of faith?”
I scoffed, unable to stop myself. “No.”
He nodded. “Well, then I’ll reserve my sermons for Sundays,” he smiled. “But you are more than welcome to the room, whatever you situation or beliefs are. You can stay as long as you like.”
For a long moment I stood there, waiting for the catch. People didn’t just offer things without wanting something in return. That was a lesson I’d learned early and often.
“Why would you do that?” I asked bluntly. “I’m a stranger in this town.”
Mike shrugged. “Because you need help, and I can give it. That’s reason enough, isn’t it?”
I wanted to refuse. All I could imagine was this young, golden-retriever of a pastor trying to save my soul over breakfast. Just the thought made me want to punch him. But my options were limited, and pride wouldn’t keep me warm tonight or make my limited funds last longer at a motel.
“Fine,” I said reluctantly. “But I won’t be staying long. Just until I can get rid of the ranch and get the hell out of here.”
“Selling it?” Mike asked as he led me toward the exit.
“That’s the plan. Nothing there worth saving now, anyway.”
Mike nodded thoughtfully but didn’t comment further. As we stepped outside, the setting sun cast long shadows across the damaged town. For a brief moment, I felt a pang of something like regret. Not for the ranch or for what I’d said to Brooks, but for the life I might have had if things had been different.
I pushed the feeling aside. No use dwelling on might-have-beens. I’d learned that lesson the hard way too. It seemed like my life was nothing but hard lessons.
“Parsonage is just over here,” Mike said, leading me across the church parking lot toward a modest white house with a small porch. “It’s not much, but it’s got a solid roof and running water, which is more than some folks have right now.”
I followed behind him, dragging my feet. The pastor’s house looked like something out of a Norman Rockwell painting, white picket fence and all. It made my skin crawl with its perfection. The tornado had somehow missed it entirely, which seemed unfair given how many other homes had been destroyed.
“You got any stuff you need to bring in?” Mike asked, pausing at the front steps.
I patted my pocket where my wallet sat. “Just me. Everything else is scattered across three counties now.”
Mike’s face fell with genuine sympathy. “I’m sorry, Cash.”
“Save it,” I muttered. “I don’t need your pity.”
If my rudeness bothered him, he didn’t show it. He simply unlocked the front door and gestured for me to enter. “Make yourself at home. Kitchen’s stocked, bathroom’s down the hall, and towels are in the hall closet. Your room is the second door on the right.”
The inside of the house was clean but sparse. Not much in the way of decoration besides a cross on the wall and a few landscape paintings. It smelled like lemon cleaner and fresh coffee.
“You just move in?” I asked, noting the lack of personal touches.
“Little over a week ago,” Mike replied, setting his keys on a small table by the door. “Haven’t even finished unpacking my bags yet.”
I nodded, not really caring about his answer. I just wanted to be alone.
“Spare room’s this way,” he said, leading me down a narrow hallway.
The room was small but clean, with a twin bed, a dresser, and a small closet. A window looked out onto a backyard garden that was just starting to come into bloom as spring came on.
“Help yourself to anything in the kitchen.” Mike lingered in the doorway. “I usually have breakfast around seven, but don’t feel like you need to join me if you’d rather sleep in.”
“Thanks,” I said flatly, sitting on the edge of the bed. The mattress was firm but comfortable.
Mike seemed to sense my desire to be left alone. “Well, I’ll let you get settled. I need to head back to the church for a bit, anyway. Still a lot of folks who need help.” He paused. “You’re welcome to join us if you want. Extra hands are always appreciated. And Dolly’s cooking food for the volunteers.”
“I’ll pass,” I replied, not looking up. “Long day and all that.”
“Alright then. Make yourself at home. There’s a spare key on the kitchen counter if you need to go out.”
After he left, I lay back on the bed and stared at the ceiling. The events of the day crashed down on me all at once. The ranch was destroyed, I’d pretty much burned all my bridges with Brooks, and now I was stuck in the pastor’s spare room like some charity case. My chest felt tight, like an elephant was standing on it.
I pulled out my phone and stared at the screen. No messages, no missed calls. Not that I expected any. The only people who had my number were employers or one-night stands, and neither were the type to check in.
My stomach growled, reminding me I hadn’t eaten since breakfast. With a sigh, I hauled myself off the bed and made my way to the kitchen. The fridge was well-stocked with basics. There was milk, eggs, cheese, and vegetables that actually looked fresh. I settled for making a sandwich, not wanting to use up too much of the pastor’s food.
As I ate standing at the counter, I gazed out the window at the darkening sky. Tomorrow I’d need to contact an agent about selling the ranch. There had to be someone willing to buy the land, even with the house destroyed. The sooner I could get out of Sagebrush, the better.
A framed photo on the wall caught my eye. It was of a younger Mike, probably about sixteen, standing with an older couple, all of them smiling broadly. They had the same blue eyes and easy smile. His parents, most likely. They looked like the kind of family that had Sunday dinners together and actually enjoyed each other’s company.
I turned away, an unwelcome pang of jealousy twisting in my gut. What was the point of thinking about that kind of shit? Some people got lucky with their families, and others didn’t. End of story.
After finishing my sandwich, I washed my plate and retreated back to the spare room. I stretched out on the bed, fully clothed, and stared at the ceiling. Sleep seemed miles away, my mind too busy replaying the look on Brooks’s face when I’d unloaded on him.
Part of me felt guilty for what I’d said. It wasn’t entirely Brooks’s fault that my father had kicked me out. But another part, the larger, louder part, felt justified. Where had Brooks been all those years? Not once had he reached out, not once had he checked if I was okay.
And now he had the nerve to call us family? To introduce me to his perfect little life with his perfect little fiance? It made me sick.
I rolled onto my side, pulling the pillow over my head as if I could smother the thoughts. Tomorrow would be another day of figuring shit out on my own. Just like always. At least this time I had a solid lead on some money from selling the ranch. Then I could start over somewhere else, somewhere without the ghosts of my past lurking around every corner.
God, I couldn’t fucking wait to get out of this town.